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Nothing out of the ordinary. I don't get out much, so I spend most of my precious time hanging around in my room. Boring! I know; I guess I'm a boring person. ;D
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Interview

Riiigghhhtt.
So, I went for an interview at UiTM Shah Alam last Saturday morning.
&& i waited for like almost 4hours before it was finally my turn.
But never mind, hope the wait will finally pay off.
Now the reason I'm posting this is just to share some of my experience
& the questions I was asked during the interview.
I was interviewed by two women lecturers.
As soon as I went into the interview room, they invited me to sit down.
By that time my heart was already thumping.. :P

#1: Introduce to me yourself, your family, tell me about your hobbies..

#2: Now is TESL in UiTM was your first choice? Why do you choose TESL?

#3: Where do you see yourself in the next 5 years?

#4: You know, to get the chance to study abroad, you need to have a strong base while studying here. What makes you think you have the qualifications to be given the chance to go overseas?

#5: Okay so let's talk about current issues.. and I'm not going to give you the topic on baby dumping. (because it already came out as the essay question for the written test) What about the 'khalwat' issue, have you heard it on the news? What do you think?

#6: So what do you think is your role here, in order to prevent it?

#7: I think you probably have been here since 8.30 this morning right? And you must've seen hundreds of hopeful candidates down there. Give me three qualities that you have that can set you apart from them & to convince me that you are qualified to be here.
(& after the second quality i gave, I went blank. I didn't have any idea what to say to make it three!)

#8: Okay, I like to see our students here having an X-factor. So what's your X-factor? You told me earlier that you can sing & you write your own songs.. So why don't you sing me one of your songs?
(then, I went blank for the second time. I thought real hard because somehow I've forgotten the lyrics to my own song as well. Hahaha. But I made it through & I sang for them. Weee! :P)

Soo, that was basically it. The person interviewed me commented that I have a nice voice.
Hehehe, thank youu :)
& she even told me that maybe I can be the next Zee Avi or something. Hahaha.
Maybe maybe, we'll never know~ :D

Well, that's all for now guys.
I'll be back soon with more updates.
Til then, xoxo! ;)

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WOWW.

WOWW.
This definitely feels like my first post, despite how it is not.
because it's been a looooooooooooooongg time since my last post yeah?
Well, don't blame me, people!
I was gone for a reason, && the reason was National Service.
but no regrets whatsoever, cause it was damn FUN!!
YEAHH!!!
hahaha :D but seriously, NS was not bad after all. :)
I kinda loved it actually, plus I made tons of new friends!
Yipee ya yayy! haha. :P

Okaaayy.
Enough bout NS. I'm currently caught up in my own confusion.
Seriously, I don't know what to do..
It's so complicated and confusing that it's driving me crazy;
CRAZY, I TELL YOU!
Urgh, why is life so difficult?
How I wish it was easier.. Decisions made won't have to hurt anyone.
But it's NOT. Life is NOT that simple.
and NO, you don't walk away from everything and say it'll all be fine,
in time everything will be okayy.
Yes, maybe. But how sure are you?
Yup, that's right, don't answer.
because I know & you know it that it's gonna be a lie once you say that you're 100% sure.
I'm not the type of person who can live everyday knowing that I've hurt someone.
Knowing that I've scarred their heart.
Nope, I am NOT that kind of person,
&& hopefully that person I shall never be..
But how do I ensure that?
How do I know that I'll never break anybody's heart?
I'm not perfect, I'm not an angel.
I can't make promises that I'm bound to break someday, if not soon.

I need to straighten myself up, before I can make the right decision.
But the longer I wait, the more painful it's gonna be for me.
I'll lose people I don't want to lose.
I'll have to start learning to say goodbyes,
cause I might just be needing that lesson in my future life;
if i don't start taking some kind of action NOW.
Seriously, I don't know what to do..

My mind's gone blank these few days.
& one of these days I might just blackout.
If only there's a reset button I can hit somewhere..
Ouh, please...
I can't lie & say I don't care when I obviously do.
Well, one thing's for sure;
I NEED YOU <3

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WHOA.
I haven't been posting anything in quite a long time.
Hmm.
So, just thought I'd drop by this morning.

So~
I've been having dreams lately right,
like almost every night.
No clear explanations, just dreams.
Weren't nightmares though, so thank goodness for that.
Haha.
And in every dream, there's always seems to be a guy.
Different guys in every dream, mind you.
Guys that I do know in real life,
but ended up to be in my dreams.
Unexplainable really, but they did somehow.
&& most of them were FUNNY!
Hilarious.
So, just, what's up with thaatt?
But what the hell,
dreams are merely dreams..

SNAP!
Back to reality for a moment, shall we?
Right~
So SPM's ending.. Cool.
That's super duper great news right? I knoww.
Having Chemistry tomorrow, and that would be the end of it.
Wow.
I've grown up..
SURPRISE~!!
Hahaha.
;D

Well, correction people!
Not exactly been growing UP..
I'm soo NOT a tall person.
HAHAHA.
Guess it's just not in my genes.
And I am accepting the reality that I'm just meant to be this high,
or this not-so-high for that matter.
;p

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SPM = Dizzy, Tipsy, Whoozy, Craazyy~

Okaaay~
nak termuntah.. erk.

Seriously, 8 Dec is going to be one of the best days in my history!
Gosh, tepat 3.30 in the evening, I am gonna SCREAM~!!
but but but, (not 'butt') hahaha.
but, the long "awaited" battle hasn't even started yet.
Be patience, my dear self.
haha, Suhaila, shut up.
;DD

Well, actually.
I am bored of textbooks, with never ending paragraphs,
equations, & formulas that I cannot get my brain to process,
words & terms that I've never heard of before my final years in high school,
pages && pages of MISERY.

I'm patiently waiting for the days when I'll be picking up my guitar,
headphone, handphone, laptop && nothing but.
Books? Pfftt, those creepy little things are gonna be instantly forgotten.
Textbooks.
Revision books.
Exercise books.
Notebooks.
I'll probably be like,
"Books?"
"Hang on a sec, i think I've heard of that somewhere before~"
Hahahaha.

YO!!
-pause-
What the hell am I crapping?
Get a grip, girl !
SPM hasn't even started yet, much less ending;
& here I am blabbing away 'bout forgetting books.
Hahaha.
But a girl can dream, can she?
Hee~ ;p

Sooo~
I probably should be getting back to
stuffing my face with that History textbook.
Shit, it's giving me an evil stare.
Sitting there on that table..
Gahh! Fine.
I'm forced to read you anyway.
Urgh.

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Pangkor~ Here I Come!! (???)

Yes, I'm leaving for a few days.
Going to Pangkor, for "family day", but with my parents' office staffs & their family included.
*sigh*
I didn't feel like going actually.
Just to be frank, I still don't.
But families should always come first right?
So I thought I'd give it a shot~
I'll be back home on Sunday, the 18th of October.

&& I'll post something as soon as I reach home..
Pray for me~!!
Huk3.
I'm really not in the mood to go...
But I really need to see the outside world don't I?
Hahaha.
I'm such a "staying-in-the-house" girl, that I almost feel sorry for myself.
And ARGH!!
Bad news for me~
Mama just warned me:

Mama: Haa. Kakak, guitar2 tu jgn gatal2 nk bwkk..
Me: Uh, yea laa.. Mne ade slalu bwk.
Mama: Eleh, pegi KL je nk bwk, asyik2 nk bwk.
Me: Alaa, pegi KL laen laa. Cz dduk rumah je kann. Yea laa, ta kn bwk nye.

Aiyoyo~

Okaay2, Mama dah bisingg..
"SELAA!! Turun bawahh!!"

Grr~
I have to be downstairs now.